Life in the Bottle hurts.

Yesterday was one of those days that marks a milestone in life. Cancer is a very scary word, and when it follows the words, "You have", it's even scarier. I know that since yesterday. I feel very torn wanting to be brave and strong and not a "wus", but at the same time, I want to just have the freedom to cry until the tears won't come anymore. Truly, if I look too far down the road, I am overwhelmed with the future. The many times in the past 24 hours that my family and friends have told me that they are praying for me are amazing and precious gifts. I need His strength, because by myself, I am too weak to face what lies ahead. Life in the bottle hurts... :o(